As the title of this post suggests, I have had a fairly tough day and wanted to vent my frustration out on the blogging world. This is the part where I apologise, so I'm sorry in advance for whatever you might read next! :)
My day did not start off great by the fact that I had little to no sleep at all last night. The reason why? Because I always seem to drop myself in it within complicated situations and then I spend the whole night and the early hours of the morning worrying and panicking about it! If you don't know me personally, then you may not know what I am a keen worrier (if there is such a word?) and no matter how big/small the problem is, I always worry about it. This was the case last night and added to the fact that I blame myself for the situation, it made it damn near impossible for me to go to sleep! So I didn't really....
Ok, so I get up this morning feeling tired and already irritable due to said lack of sleep and have myself a shower, as you do. Now this probably wasn't the best idea! I don't know about you guys, but when I get in the shower in the morning, I tend to be in there longer in an attempt to wake myself up. What's wrong with that I hear you ask? Well nothing, that is of course unless you're like me and you spend nearly the whole time thinking. And by thinking that could mean anything, so for me I was thinking (and worrying) about the previous night's problem. This made me even MORE angry, irritable and if anything, more tired!
I did perk up a bit around breakfast time as I can just lounge around in front of the TV and flick through the music channels; one of my favourite past times!
My mood became even worse when I had to leave the comfort of my nice, warm house and in to horrible drizzly, cold weather outside! Definitely not impressed by this point..... So I spend the majority of my day wandering around outside in the freezing cold (I'm literally always cold!) getting my hair wet because it wasn't raining enough to put an umbrella up but it was enough to feel it. At this point, I couldn't care less what I looked like because I truly felt miserable and just wanted to go home and curl up with a nice book, which I did do in the end.
And now I'm sat here, boring you all senseless with my very pointless Blog post! I did apologise in advance :)
I do feel slightly better for doing this and I just can't wait for tomorrow because it can't be as bad as today! Thank you so much for reading this guys, feel free to Follow me if you don't already :) I'm thinking of having an early night to try to put an end to a very long day.....wish me luck!
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